2day is dee day

hey all :)

I just woke up and i feel dee. i will not put make up on and i will not hide. i feel peace and wish peace to all. my sweet rajwah is smiling she just finished her midterms, i'll take her out tonight. im also witing for soso she is on her way from school and tonight will b our girls night out.

i can only dee when im ppl i love and feel comfortable with. they wont judge, they will celebrate the natural state of deeing with me lol

i will smoke in the car. we will turn the music high and sway to the music, and think who cares!!!

lol ppl really cant tell im thier mother when we are together they think im the nutty older sister.

once i went to pick up jewi from school earlier than useual and i was on dee mode, meaning:

flip flops
torn jeans under the abaya
no makeup
and big framed sunglasses

so i talked to her principle and im out at the door and the doorman thinks im her friend and im sneaking her out of school lol

i had to sitch on modes put the agressive mommy mask on and with a high pitch told him to give his name and i will speak to the princple about this he got soooo confused i almost felt sorry for him.

anyways it was so funny that in truth i was really sneaking my baby out cuz i wanted to have breakfast with her i took the rest of the day off from work and thout we need to have fun :)

so he was kinda on the mark with his assumption, bu WHO CARES! lol

yalla i gotta go and b dee